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With every day my hope fades away.
Dreams are oppressed by cruel reality.
I don’t believe in better life.
Depression prevails, I see nothing.

Something inside doesn't give me rest.
It orders me: “Finish your quest!”
Suicidal thoughts are in my mind...
It drives me mad; I can't bear this torment.
All strength are lost but the voices are calling.
Suicidal thoughts are in my mind...

I’m a slave of my destiny; my life is pain.
I see no way out, and I can't escape
From this horrible thoughts.
They shout in my head and send me damnation.
I see terrible dreams, I feel devastation.
I’m going to commit suicide!

Oh, God!
I can’t find a reason to live.
Hey, God!
Don’t be so cold! I don’t believe
In lie
That surrounds me all my life.
Hey, you!
I’m going to leave this world behind
Leave this world…behind

I've lost myself in the chaos of life.
Cruelty, hate, evil and lie
Take us down, kill ours mind
They're like a slow poison, mankind is blind.

Lifeless existence has come to an end,
Pain will gone with a shot in the head.
Now Death is taking it's toll:
One shot, silence…

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from The Beginning Of The End, released March 3, 2009

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