Expectancy Pt.2 (Despair)
(“Empty days are passing by”)
…And now I’m sinking in despair
That has put out the candle of my hopes.
Sometimes I want to believe in what I do.
Getting wiser than I was before
I accept the fate that tears my soul.
I see the prospect of empty life
It is a burden I carry on my shoulders.
It’s time to wake up, no more dreams.
Life gets so hard to live.
Where is all I used to believe?
Where is all I used to live for?
I try to find out what troubles me -
State of confusion, self deprecation.
Will I ever understand why I fell all empty?
It took so long to realize.
I've spent so many years in questioning why.
My expectations have faded fast,
I wither nailed to the wall of life.
Fading away with every day
I chase my dreams and choose my way.
Learning to live I make my first mistakes,
Learning to live I feel growing despair.
Everything I knew was wrong.
All my hopes are broken.
Life is nothing for me anymore.
I don’t know what I search for…
All my life I’ve been waiting
For the sign to bring.
It took so long to realize
That it was in vain…
Finnish death metallers leaven infernal dynamics with triumphant, infectious melodies, striking a compelling balance between grit and grace. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 25, 2023