1. |
Constant Failure
04:30
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Fail! I bite my lips
Not to cry until it bleed.
Lie, lie to myself to not give in,
To hide from my chagrin…that suffocates me.
Am I put to the test?
Countless tries…without rest.
Blood…blood, sweat and tears are on the walls
I’m trapped in.
All, all in vain…
I’m defeated, nothing gained.
My dream is dying on my arms.
All, all in vain…
I’m so highly feel my blame.
My hope is gone and turned to dust.
This is war on time that I try to win:
A little step forward and the biggest back.
I clench my fists felling despair within.
Will I ever see when the walls go down?
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2. |
Denial
04:11
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Sadness twisted up with anger,
In despair I’ve lost my voice.
There won’t be for us a savior,
Life can’t give us one more choice.
Helpless hurts like sharpest razor,
I’m torn and bowed…
There's no use of lies -
I'd pay any price
For making you stay.
You are in my prayers.
Holding gently your hand in mine
I can’t believe, it’s so unreal…
I cannot take it, my heart is aching.
It’s so hard to deal with such pain.
Day by day, my jaded soul
Won’t find the calm…
There's no use of lies -
I'd pay any price
For flying together
To the far stars…
Holding gently your hand in mine
I can’t believe, it’s so unreal…
I cannot take it, my heart is aching.
It’s so hard to deal with such pain…
I won’t see again
The reason of breathing,
The reason of crying.
But I can’t stop denying…misery.
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3. |
Torn Inside
05:34
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I scream into a void,
And all I know has gone.
Fulfilled with high hopes
Now I die like a flower in the dirt.
I’ve lost my sense of clarity.
You’re killing me with your tranquility…forever in dead eyes.
I just need you to be here, my love.
I just want it to be a bad dream…wake up!
How could you kill my hope
And left me with the blame?
You mattered to me most
But now I feel betrayed.
And now my world is falling down.
My desperate cry will never drown out the sound of silence.
I just need you to be here, my love.
I just want it to be a bad dream…wake up!
Wake up!
I hate you - without you I can’t go on.
I hate you - without you I can’t be strong.
I hate you - for being in my heart.
I hate you - for making me torn apart.
Where the hell are you?!
I wish I knew…
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4. |
Drained
04:53
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Meaningless marches through my empty days.
I sit in silence praying for the guidance…
“Someone, help me!” begs the weaker part of me.
I feel so empty; it brings me down to my knees.
Why did I choose this way – the road to nowhere?
Ambitions die, no matter how you try you will be broken…
My soul’s worn out.
Too tired to keep the light of hope.
My ruined life…
I’m walking a tightrope
Bitterness is like darkness - moves fast.
No longer fire burned high with desire.
All is dying and I keep forced smile.
Devastated, I give up the fight.
I don’t see any reason – that’s the point of going on?
My spirit stoned, my life is painted black…I’m fading out alone.
Oh, my soul is worn out.
I’m so weary from life.
My world is set on fire, I’m giving up desire.
No any straw of hope and now I’m about to fall.
Oh, my soul is worn out.
I’m so weary from life…weary from life.
And now you see the shell is empty,
I wither…I’m drained out.
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5. |
Torpid
04:16
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Down …
I take the fall but feel so high,
Pretending I’m alive.
Drown…
I drown myself to free my mind,
Cast off regrets that numb my heart.
Dust in my veins brings devastating light,
Gives shelter from a world of hurt.
There’s nothing matters, there is no stress -
Serenity’s cold embrace…
Torn and tired I’m out of the faith.
I don’t want to be saved...no more
Deep inside myself I’ve found the sanctuary I craved.
I’m torpid to the world.
Drifting body, veil covers my eyes…
This is the shelter there I want to dwell forever…
In silent despair I avoid reality…
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6. |
A Hopeful Lie
04:42
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How many lies do I have to tell to see the light?
How many reasons do I have to find to feel all right?
I call your name, I need you but you’re not here.
I wish this painful memory would disappear.
When this cold world surrounds me,
I hide on the other side.
I keep my eyes close tight
Blinded by a hopeful lie.
These endless lies do not hit me where it hurts.
With the chosen words I try to ease the pain which won’t desert.
Deep in the shell - I don't wanna hear, don't wanna see.
Will my illusions ever change into something real?
When this cold world surrounds me,
I hide on the other side.
I keep my eyes close tight
Blinded by a hopeful lie.
Even if all falls down…
When this cold world surrounds me,
I keep my eyes close tight
Even if all falls down…
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7. |
Low
06:00
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Here I am, learning to live with loss,
Painting my future without you...
I am cold lying naked on the floor.
Wanna feel the warmth of you embrace once more.
Life has failed. I’m broken like a straw.
Emptied, I sail like a sliver with the flow.
Hope is slipping away through the pain,
Through the anger and mess in my head.
I’m tired of raising my hands to the sky,
Of sending empty prayers.
I have lost my will to live,
Passion slowly fades away.
Heart too numb to beat…
I have lost it all,
You can see my ruined world through the hole in my soul.
Skin can’t hide – I’m dead inside,
I am buried alive.
I have lost my will to live,
Passion slowly fades away.
Heart too numb to beat…
I have lost it all,
You can see my ruined world through the hole in my soul.
No more will to live…
Passion slowly fades away.
Heart too numb to beat…
You can’t see how I grieve, how I’m hollow inside.
Hope for a lie is not enough to leave it all behind…
…I’m giving up…
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8. |
Ruin
04:53
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Aching memories chase me everyday.
This stain’s forever, pain won’t go away.
Since you have gone, no matter what I do…
I still can’t get used to losing you.
Have to live my life without you,
Try to resign myself to loss.
Nothing makes any sense.
I hang helpless on the cross.
My life has fallen, world has crumbled down.
Too tired to grieving, but I can’t say goodbye.
So here I am approached final fate.
My soul is buried in your grave.
Have to live my life without you,
Try to resign myself to loss.
Nothing makes any sense.
I hang helpless on the cross.
I stand alone…
Nothing can make me whole.
I stand alone…
There’s no one I used to live for.
No more you and no me
No life in you and in me
No more you and no me.
It’s so hard to be
No more you and no me
Without you there’s no me.
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9. |
Tears Of Yesterday
05:01
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Time doesn’t heal…it only makes us forget…
As black turns to grey, so my sorrow fades away.
It leaves deep scar – carved mark of grief on my heart.
Let it go! Cast of the past and break your shell.
Let it go! Don’t be afraid to say farewell.
The thoughts of madness shared my tears…
But now it’s only distant memories.
Accept with grace the things we cannot change.
Harm brings us down, life makes us crawl.
Lost in frustration, spend years in rage,
We can’t prevent the fall.
It’s time to release, wash away the grey.
It’s time to believe and face another day…again.
Let it go! Cast of the past and break your shell.
Let it go! Don’t be afraid to say farewell.
Let it go! Will I see the light?
Let it go! Maybe hope is still alive…
Now I see it clearly…
The wreckage of my life is washed away
With tears of yesterday.
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10. |
The Awakening
04:40
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I see reflections in the fragments of the broken mirror.
Thousands of dark eyes stare at me with unmeaning gaze.
I try to remember what they have expressed before
To put what’s been myself together,
To see what is left of it.
Entire world's converging to the size of grain
Entire world is blasting…nothing left to pray!
Fly…the rest of my thoughts…
Thousands of dark eyes stare at me watching helplessness.
I try to recall what I had to endure before.
I’m sorry for unsaid words of farewell…
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11. |
Ruin (Single)
04:53
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Aching memories chase me everyday.
This stain’s forever, pain won’t go away.
Since you have gone, no matter what I do…
I still can’t get used to losing you.
Have to live my life without you,
Try to resign myself to loss.
Nothing makes any sense.
I hang helpless on the cross.
My life has fallen, world has crumbled down.
Too tired to grieving, but I can’t say goodbye.
So here I am approached final fate.
My soul is buried in your grave.
Have to live my life without you,
Try to resign myself to loss.
Nothing makes any sense.
I hang helpless on the cross.
I stand alone…
Nothing can make me whole.
I stand alone…
There’s no one I used to live for.
No more you and no me
No life in you and in me
No more you and no me.
It’s so hard to be
No more you and no me
Without you there’s no me.
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